My Blue Day


Kamu bilang aku cengeng, karena menangis saat beberapa problematika datang menghadang
Kamu bilang jadilah kuat, masalah tidak selesai dengan air mata
Yang aku tahu, kamu benar,
tapi, tidak sesederhana itu,
karna kadang, wanita butuh air mata untuk sekadar kata 'lega'

Kamu bilang banyak pelajaran yang bisa aku dapat,
Kamu bilang tabah saja, dan bilang pasti kuat,
Tahukah kamu, masalaha itu berbentuk padat,
Dan entah bagaimana aku bisa mencairkannya.

Semakin lama aku jadi tidak mengerti,
Mengapa kamu begitu ingin aku bertahan,
Sedang aku sendiri sering meracau dan kesal sendiri,
Meski aku tahu, aku telah belajar banyak.
Dan sekarang, aku sedang berproses untuk tetap mengerti, memahami.


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26 Responses
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